The door has been slowly closing. It closes but doesn’t completely latch. With the wind it swings wide open again and again. My feelings swing with that door. I don’t like it, I try to rationalize the feelings but it’s that door.
The door is almost closed and in 12 days (oh, Lord, I pray!) it will be closed and locked. I know that my emotions will swing during those 12 days… I won’t feel secure until that door is closed and locked.